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Behind Those Eyes.CHAP8Shortly after their discussion, Gavenia felt it only appropriate that she go to bed as it was already 9 o'clock. After a quick shower, she changed into her pyjamas and slid under the sheets of her mattress. Abraham tucked her in as best he could to keep her as warm as possible throughout the entire night.
Gavenia rolled onto her side, gazing at Abraham with her large, shiny turquoise eyes. He stared right back at her with his own, their seeming competition last a few moments before he quit with a sigh.
"Do you need something? Are you hungry, maybe?"
Gavenia shook her head.
"But you didn't even have dinner." He pointed out. "How can you not be hungry?"
"S-Suppressed appetite." She whispered, pulling a faint smile. He returned with a look bearing concern and a hint of scepticism.
"I doubt it stay here, I'll go get you some milk, okay?"
"N-No! It's fine, really! Don't go to that kind of trouble " she pleaded. He simply shrugged her off and headed out his door and into the hallwa
Losing what you love.Sometimes it's difficult losing the one thing you love, or the one person.
You never realise how much they mean to you until they're gone.
You overlook all the little things now but once you've lost them those memories will be your life.
You will cling to them and remember the little things, cherishing it all.
Even your fights will be considered blessings.
Once that person's moved on they're never coming back, and that's the hard thing to accept.
Slowly, that pinch of hope you have left is consumed by grief and sorrow and mourning.
You try desperately to resist but no matter what you're sucked in and soon enough you're regretting every moment you lived, believing it was all wasted.
However it is not your life that has been wasted but instead your tears as you spill them upon the floor remembering the mistakes you made and how if you had fixed them maybe they'd still be there.
If you're old enough you'll hit the town for a few weeks, drinking 'till you black out.
If you're young enough
Behind Those Eyes.CHAP7"Gavenia, what are these ?" Abraham asked innocently, taking one of her wrists in his hand. She quickly retracted it and took a moment to think.
"Th-They're c-c-cat scratches !" she cried, taking a step back. A look mixed between anger and concern spread across his face.
"Don't you dare lie to me about this. Why didn't you just tell me?"
Gavenia sighed, folding her arms across her chest.
"I didn't want t-to hurt you " she whispered, averting her gaze.
"What hurts me is how you didn't tell me," Abraham responded, running a hand through his hair, distressed. "H-How long ?"
"A m-month or t-t-two " Gavenia muttered, ignoring how upset he'd just become.
"S-So after we began going out?"
She nodded, her lips tightly pursed.
"Then is this my fault?" Abraham murmured, watching as a tear rolled down Gavenia's cheek.
"N N-N-No "
"Don't lie to me! Is it because I never called you or came over? Is it because I've ignored you for the
If only time were so flexible.I've always wished I could have a time machine
Or at least something similar.
I've always dreamt I could go back through my life
Relive it the way I wanted it to go, no regrets.
First off, I'd tell him I loved him before he broke my heart.
Then I'd tell her I'm sorry for a mistake I hadn't yet committed.
I'd tell him goodbye before that driver had even taken his tests.
And I'd tell her I was there for her before she lifted the blade to her veins.
I'd give myself those last few years just for an extension
For the due date given to me by the man in the white suit.
I'd give him the finger before they even put me in.
And to my father as well.
I wouldn't have given such a fuck in primary
And given more of a fuck in secondary.
I wouldn't have cut my hair so short, either.
It's so annoying how now that I want it long it's growing slow, y'know?
I would tell myself to relax, take it easy.
Stop worrying about tomorrow when it'll bring its own troubles with it.
I'd stop being a lazy, selfis
EXCLUSIVE interview w. SolomonHey everyone. I've decided to hold a totally private exclusive interview and 'counselling' session with Solomon and I guessed you would want to know about it. So, here's the written version of the tapes. Enjoy!
"Hey." I greeted him, holding up a hand in a lazy fashion. Closing the door behind him as he entered, Solomon sat down in the seat opposite me, unknowing of the security cameras and tape recorders I'd had set up.
"Yo so, you wanted to ask me a few questions?" I nodded, fluffing up my hair a little. He sighed.
"Alright, let's get this over and done with please." Solomon moaned, leaning back in his chair.
"Of course, of course. Firstly Gavenia."
"Shush. How is it you feel about her?" I asked him, crossing my leg over the other. He pursed his lips, thinking of how he would answer the question.
"I I love her. She's so perfect. Beautiful, intelligent, out there, musical, sporty there's not a lot of girls like that in the world." He whispered, pausin
Our DutyWe swallowed the path home
Because we were hungry,
Though starving is an ongoing
Story, an empty bag
Dancing in the streets,
Full of an unfastened voice
Walking through the house,
Wind unchained, heart admonished.
Heaven fills its eyes, crawls away,
That sleeping boat content to follow
The vacant waves, intervals
Of dying that we dare not interrupt,
And we watch the kind ear shrinking
From our charcoal docks; heaven
With a full stomach crawls away.
This is what we were put here for.
Leaving Southampton She was in the kitchen when he stumbled in noisily, tripping as he went past the shelves and catching the edge of the table to keep himself from falling.
Pretending not to hear the stream of curses that followed, she kept her eyes fixed on the dishes, letting her hand trail in the soapy water. There was a loud scraping of wood against grimy concrete as he drew a chair and collapsed into it. At this she looked up, and after a moment's hesitation, she said, unnecessarily, "You've been drinking."
He clutched his head and said nothing. He hadn't shaved in weeks and stank of sweat and alcohol; he looked much older than his eighteen years.
They sat in silence for a while. Then he announced, loudly, "Fuck."
She didn't bother to tell him off. She just waited. And jumped when he suddenly brought his fist down, hard, onto the table.
"Our lives here are s
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