|Deviant Login||Shop||Join deviantART for FREE||Take the Tour|
Behind Those Eyes.CHAP8Shortly after their discussion, Gavenia felt it only appropriate that she go to bed as it was already 9 o'clock. After a quick shower, she changed into her pyjamas and slid under the sheets of her mattress. Abraham tucked her in as best he could to keep her as warm as possible throughout the entire night.
Gavenia rolled onto her side, gazing at Abraham with her large, shiny turquoise eyes. He stared right back at her with his own, their seeming competition last a few moments before he quit with a sigh.
"Do you need something? Are you hungry, maybe?"
Gavenia shook her head.
"But you didn't even have dinner." He pointed out. "How can you no
Losing what you love.Sometimes it's difficult losing the one thing you love, or the one person.
You never realise how much they mean to you until they're gone.
You overlook all the little things now but once you've lost them those memories will be your life.
You will cling to them and remember the little things, cherishing it all.
Even your fights will be considered blessings.
Once that person's moved on they're never coming back, and that's the hard thing to accept.
Slowly, that pinch of hope you have left is consumed by grief and sorrow and mourning.
You try desperately to resist but no matter what you're sucked in and soon enough you're regretting every
Behind Those Eyes.CHAP7"Gavenia, what are these ?" Abraham asked innocently, taking one of her wrists in his hand. She quickly retracted it and took a moment to think.
"Th-They're c-c-cat scratches !" she cried, taking a step back. A look mixed between anger and concern spread across his face.
"Don't you dare lie to me about this. Why didn't you just tell me?"
Gavenia sighed, folding her arms across her chest.
"I didn't want t-to hurt you " she whispered, averting her gaze.
"What hurts me is how you didn't tell me," Abraham responded, running a hand through his hair, distressed. "H-How long ?"
"A m-month or t-t-two " Gavenia muttered,
If only time were so flexible.I've always wished I could have a time machine
Or at least something similar.
I've always dreamt I could go back through my life
Relive it the way I wanted it to go, no regrets.
First off, I'd tell him I loved him before he broke my heart.
Then I'd tell her I'm sorry for a mistake I hadn't yet committed.
I'd tell him goodbye before that driver had even taken his tests.
And I'd tell her I was there for her before she lifted the blade to her veins.
I'd give myself those last few years just for an extension
For the due date given to me by the man in the white suit.
I'd give him the finger before they even put me in.
And to my fa
HelicaseHelio and I were always sitting on the stairs, chatting about the lamina and occasionally making snide remarks about ribosomes. There wasn't much for us to do. Our job was to simply be, and let the RNA scribble down the letters on our foreheads when they came around every once in a while. Helio was a G, I was a C. It wasn't exactly fulfilling, I suppose. There wasn't much to be filled. So to pass the time, we talked.
"You ever wonder?" Helio asked.
"About...well...what's out there." Helio and I were rooted to the stairs, quite happily, but it was awkward to move in. He kind of twisted in the general direction of the closest pore. "Out in the cytoplasm."
"I haven't," I admitted. "What's there to wonder about?"
"That's exactly the thing. I have no idea." Helio sighed, gazing into the distance. "Somehow it feels like we play this huge, huge role in something important, but how can we when we don't even know what that something is? I want to be something that, that has
Keep in Touch!
`anmari has been spreading her infectious positivity throughout our community for over 6 years. Throughout this time Ana has been at the core of all things devious, passionately developing an eclectic gallery, helping organise devmeets, participating in chat events and also recently completed dedicating her time as a Community Volunteer. We are absolutely delighted to bestow the Deviousness Award for May 2013 to `anmari, congratulations! Read More